The other night I was watching Madonna's concert in 2008, well that was fabulous, never got more excited for a TV show. They were few times in my life that I thought "what if I was someone else?" That night was one of those few times. I was imaging myself as Madonna, for some moment the feeling was amazingly great, I enjoyed the fame, friends, those places that I'm more than welcome in there, the money that I spend in my life and doesn't touch my wealth, all those fans, seeing those designers who are dying to design my outfit for different occasions and the most important thing "I am the Queen"
After all the joy turn to the depression and disappointment, I realized " I'm not the queen ".
Soon after, all those supportive Ideas started to click in to my mind, let's say I convince myself that I'm gooood and I love who I am. Honestly I prefer to design my customs, spend my time with understanding friends that like me for what I am and where I'm standing not for my money or fame. I thought it wouldn't be interesting to be known all the time, You can't even have a quite dinner in the middle of nowhere when you are surrounded by people.
Long story short, I have no doubt that I have better life and no one is buttering me. Besides "I'm a designer".
After all the joy turn to the depression and disappointment, I realized " I'm not the queen ".
Soon after, all those supportive Ideas started to click in to my mind, let's say I convince myself that I'm gooood and I love who I am. Honestly I prefer to design my customs, spend my time with understanding friends that like me for what I am and where I'm standing not for my money or fame. I thought it wouldn't be interesting to be known all the time, You can't even have a quite dinner in the middle of nowhere when you are surrounded by people.
Long story short, I have no doubt that I have better life and no one is buttering me. Besides "I'm a designer".
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